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There never will be a day,
There never will be a day, There never will be a day, There never will be a day, There never will be a day, There never will be a day,
There will never be a
day, For every day, ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dedicated To Gary As I sit here reflecting back upon that one moment in time, the tears begin to flow down my face, tears from within my heart, the tears of happiness and joy. I think of the one who has entered my life, the man who dared to knock down my walls, still not quite sure how he had gotten through those walls I had built over time. I was so determined that love was for others, but never meant to be for me. I had come to accept this, doing the only thing I knew to do, that was loving and pouring myself out to those around me, those who were heartbroken, suffering and lonely. There was such a peace within me, knowing that part of my heart I could give and so freely and without question. Until one night a very angry, bitter man crossed my path. You didn't have to be psychic to see and feel that anger or bitterness within him. I remember sitting there, holding my breath, wanting this man to just leave. Yet after he left, for some reason I couldn't get him out of my mind. I sat there asking myself, "What could fill someone to have such hatred and bitterness?" At that moment, God showed me this man, beyond what I could see with my physical eyes, for deep down was a man filled with such love, compassion and warmth, a man who felt so alone and misunderstood. Fate would have it that once again our paths would cross, oddly enough, the animosity we had from that first meeting, slowly begin to disappear. We begin to talk for hours, day after day, slowly the walls begin to crumble, not just his walls, but my very own walls I had built. From that one moment in time, the door opened for the two of us, on a journey that we still are currently on. We both have learned to trust again, we've learned to not allow fear to rule our lives, we've learned to take that love which we have for each other, never to be taken for granted, rekindling it each and every day. I thank God for bringing Gary into my life for words could never begin to express what Gary's presence has done in my life, or in my heart. I am so thankful that I didn't just stop in that moment of just seeing a hateful, bitter man, for if I had, I would of missed sharing the last two years with the most warm, compassionate and loving man I have ever met in my life. Thank you Gary
for showing me the gift of unconditional love, which you have shown me
each and every day. Wink!!! ~Deb~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Back l Poetry Index l Next Vision
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